October 16, 2011

i miss the feeling of having a crush. and having me and my best friend dreaming up stories of what could happen. i just miss feeling loved by that opposite sex. i miss getting excited just to see them. the sad feeling i would get because i knew they didn’t even know i exist. the feeling of looking cute just for them. and i miss getting my heart a little broken when i found out they didn’t like me at all not even a little bit because i know now how much it hurts not to have any guy even remotely like you at all. and to those of you who wish the guys would just leave you alone its not bad at first it really isn’t but after about 3years of it you start to believe that your supposed to be alone. but hey its what i’m good at.